Bloodline Trauma
Spirit asked me to share a bloodline trauma healing I did this morning, as it may help others seek out & clear negativity in their own history.
This is the story I heard just once while growing up, in a moment of candor and revelation: when my grandfather was a little boy his mother tried to kill him; she suffocated him with a pillow until he passed out, and was upset that he survived the attempted infanticide.
This is a rough outline of the healing I did to clear this trauma from the bloodline. It’s important to stay in a state of neutral observation, without judgment or blame:
I went to the moment of the event, froze time, and just observed. I asked to be shown the mindset of the mother and immediately felt her rage. She was angry with her husband, and angry at the child. All her frustration centered upon the child. She wanted to quiet the loud & misbehaving child; she wanted to punish the father by snuffing out his favorite little boy.
I asked to be shown the larger circumstances that led to this moment. I was reminded of another family story. The father had purchased a hotel which didn’t have a clear title. It was during the Great Depression, and all was lost. In mid-life the family had to start again, and ended up emigrating to the USA. Frustration over this event led to the rage of the mother.
Going back to the frozen scene, the moment of the mother’s hands holding a pillow over the young son’s face, I brought absolute & divine forgiveness to that moment. I let that emotion flow out of my heart and into the mother, discharging the rage with understanding. I was told not to change the moment, as that would set the family on another timeline and I would never be born. But I brought healing & forgiveness to the moment.
Now it was time to trace the trauma through my grandfather’s life, just noting some significant events. He & his father emigrated first, and I saw how the father protected his young son. I noticed how as the boy grew up he never forgot what his mother did, and was always cautious around her. I noted how she caged her heart in rigidity & ice, never delving into her own actions, never forgiving herself. Grown up, my grandfather married my grandmother, and years later had a mid-life crisis. He began to project the trauma with his mother onto his wife, but there wasn’t enough consciousness to heal. Instead he left her and started a new family, which traumatized my grandmother & mother, who was a teenager at the time.
Eventually he came back to his family, but much remained unhealed, and there was always tension between him & his wife. They would eventually leave the USA for Canada, settling with their only child and her family. It was a new start for them in mid-life, an echo of his parents’ new start in mid-life when they left their home & culture to emigrate.
Spirit showed me a couple more events related to the original trauma. My grandfather almost died of encephalitis in his 50’s, an infection & inflammation of the brain. This was an attempt to burn off the karma, but there was a block in the spinal column & energy channels which caused excessive heat in the head. Later he was diagnosed with cancer, which started in his prostate and then spread into his bones. Spirit showed me the unresolved trauma had sunk deep into his tissues and manifested as cancer.
So now I brought absolute and divine forgiveness and compassion to all these life events, just bathing the little boy in unconditional love from that original moment of trauma through all related and subsequent life events.
Then I brought that healing to all his descendants, burning off the negative emotional charge and karma.
You can heal your own bloodline trauma. When you read the words above, did it bring up any particular family stories? Check in with your Spirit and ask if it is important to heal that trauma. Then go into meditation and ask to be shown the event. Freeze time and delve into the emotions of all players in that moment. Bring forgiveness, compassion & unconditional love to that moment and all subsequent and related events. Intend to heal the trauma in your bloodline.
This healing is important as you are holographically healing all ancestors & descendants, lifting the bloodline into the highest and best timeline for the coming ascension events.
Love & blessings to you on your healing journey.
